Thursday, April 18, 2013

Is This Goodbye?


Today marks 3 months that I've been laid off and at this point I still don't have full-time employment. To make matters worse, my lease is up in a week; so I'm on the brink of being homeless (unless I go back home to Ga. then I'll just be jobless). Stress is not the word I'd use to describe my situation, there just has to be another word. My face is broken out and I have a fever blister (I can't remember the last time I had a fever blister). There are sooo many thoughts in my head, so many emotions of hurt, fear, and anger. I know that after all of this is said and done, I will have learned something. Sooo far I've learned that you NEVER know what life has in store for you. I never thought that I would have lost my job and have to ask friends/family if I could crash with them for a month or two (that's a true lesson in humility itself). I really hope its true that April showers bring May flowers, because April for me has been full of showers so to speak. At the end of the day, I know that things will eventually work out, whether its here in Va. or back in Ga.