Thursday, April 18, 2013

Is This Goodbye?


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Today marks 3 months that I've been laid off and at this point I still don't have full-time employment. To make matters worse, my lease is up in a week; so I'm on the brink of being homeless (unless I go back home to Ga. then I'll just be jobless). Stress is not the word I'd use to describe my situation, there just has to be another word. My face is broken out and I have a fever blister (I can't remember the last time I had a fever blister). There are sooo many thoughts in my head, so many emotions of hurt, fear, and anger. I know that after all of this is said and done, I will have learned something. Sooo far I've learned that you NEVER know what life has in store for you. I never thought that I would have lost my job and have to ask friends/family if I could crash with them for a month or two (that's a true lesson in humility itself). I really hope its true that April showers bring May flowers, because April for me has been full of showers so to speak. At the end of the day, I know that things will eventually work out, whether its here in Va. or back in Ga.

6 comments:

Kenzie Leigh said...

that pic is awesome!trust and faith in God always makes things better...i hope your flowers come soon :)

Special K said...

@Kenzieleigh Thank you sooo much for reading, I'm sure my flowers will come when I least expect them. God definitely makes things better.

Style4Curves said...

Your flowers definitely will. When I was laid off for a year I definitely learned some lessons in humility, realized how much money I wasted on things that don't matter etc...you will learn tremendously from it and hopefully you will find employment sooner than later.

HeyBrownGirl said...

I know I don't know you personally, but I only wish I had more people I could turn to for help when I was looking for a job. I'm in Atlanta and may be able to help, if you are considering the area. I will send you a message via Youtube with some info I hope will help you with your search. Just trying to pass on the blessing....

Special K said...

@Style4Curves- Getting laid off and dealing with situations that result from it are definitely a lesson. Thanks for reading and I pry I find employment too.

@HeyBrownGirl- Thanks for reaching out to me via YT, I really appreciate it and e-mailed ya back.

portfolioyes said...

Sometimes God will bring people in your life at the right appointed time that can help you. The person may not look the way you may think a blessing may come but they have direct connections with God and God's army. A call back to hear what God has in store is all it may take to get the blessings going. Time may have passed but it surely will come back again when it's Gods will. Take care of yourself and believe in the unseen.